Your life is full,

You are loved by many, 

You will live this life gently, 

and will face hardships as they come.

Just don't stop smiling

because you know, in the end,

You always make it.

I did, I just got too nervous to call you back.

I don't like how we ended things either.

I didn't kill the fish.

I will call you soon.

La

Next time,

don't jump into things.

 This has worked in your favor a few times, 

but usually it does not.

I still like you,

motherfucker.

This is my heart.

It is a good heart.

Holy fuck, Spring,

get here NOW.

I'm flaky as fuck

but at least I'm honest.

I feel horrible.

I shut myself down.

This is just what I do.

A large fly appeared in my room.

It is winter. Insects should all be dead.

Not good.

Not good at all.

I agree, Milan Kundera,

you can fall in love with anyone.

I am starting to feel the disconnect

between my old friends and I.

I like that hedgehogs "anoint" themselves,

I like how kombucha makes "daughters,"

 I like kissing someone entirely new.

I don't know how credit cards work, 

I don't know how to do my taxes,

and I don't know what's going to happen.

But everything will fall into place as it should.