earthworm kid

Your life is full,

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You are loved by many,

You will live this life gently,

and will face hardships as they come.

Just don't stop smiling

because you know, in the end,

You always make it.

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I did, I just got too nervous to call you back.

I don't like how we ended things either.

I didn't kill the fish.

I will call you soon.

Next time,

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don't jump into things.

This has worked in your favor a few times,

but usually it does not.

I still like you,

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motherfucker.

This is my heart.

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It is a good heart.

Holy fuck, Spring,

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get here NOW.

I'm flaky as fuck

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but at least I'm honest.

I feel horrible.

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I shut myself down.

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This is just what I do.

A large fly appeared in my room.

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It is winter. Insects should all be dead.

Not good.

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Not good at all.

I agree, Milan Kundera,

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you can fall in love with anyone.

I am starting to feel the disconnect

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between my old friends and I.

I like that hedgehogs "anoint" themselves,

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I like how kombucha makes "daughters,"

I like kissing someone entirely new.

I don't know how credit cards work,

I don't know how to do my taxes,

and I don't know what's going to happen.

But everything will fall into place as it should.

Moving

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forward.

To be honest,

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I like traditional gender roles, to an extent.

I just lost my first real love,

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and my heart will never quite heal.

See, I can't even type this without crying.

My cabdriver today was an elderly Sikh gentleman.

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He had a warm smile and hummed a gentle song while I vacantly stared out the window.

I wanted to stay there forever.

Oh my God

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I am so sad.

How can you go from knowing someone so well?

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To not knowing them at all. Welcome to the rest of your life.

I have nothing to say

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except everything, everything is changing.

I wish I could make

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everyone's heartache go away.

When a man

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loves a woman.

I love you, Mr. Brautigan

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"The Past Cannot Be Returned"
The umbilical cord
cannot be refastened
and life flow through it
     again.

Our tears never totally
     dry.

Our first kiss is now a ghost,
haunting our mouths as they
     fade toward
     oblivion.

                    Tokyo
                    June 19, 1976
                    with a few words
                    added in Montana
                    July 12, 1976

I keep touching a long coarse hair on my face.

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Yes, girls have those.

A stranger told me that I had a nice hat

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and to be careful riding home. Sometimes I really like people.

I think this one customer

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enjoys abusing me, and this is the kind of relationship we have now.

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Take time

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Take time.

No one owes

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anyone anything.

You were so pretty

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I didn't even notice the missing arm.

I didn't

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I wish you would care,

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and I wish I would stop.

This wasn't a summer.

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You should always be there when someone dies,

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so they aren't so scared.

I'm lonely, it's dreary,

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and I wish I had a friend here who would sit on my bed and watch the L Word with me.

Just remember

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that everyone used to be babies, and that everyone grew up.

Why do fools

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fall in love?

What kind of asshole kills whales?

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Also, please rain, take a chill pill.

Nothing is more precious

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than a non-native English speaker trying to figure out the word "mermaid."

When I take a shower,

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I stop.

Feeding Philadelphia buckets of pastrami

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can't be that bad, right?

Don't pour beer on slugs

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it's not nice.

If I were a boy,

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I'd hold your hand whenever I'd like.

I lost my job today

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and am generally disappointed and weary of generally everything and everyone.

Remember all those friends

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you aren't friends with anymore.

My room smells like incense and my girlfriend sleep breathes

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It's intimidating. The first blog posts. I often question why I yearn for a blog yet again, why anyone wants a blog. Maybe because the internet validates us as human beings. You are not alone, there are many.

I am everything and everyone. I feel like you, I dream like you, I think like you.

Hello.